Samstag, 25. Februar 2017

25.02.2017 - Disturbances3 and marches and scapegoats etc...

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09.02.1998 - Interpretation of dali48

I hate disturbances (see my tutoring classes in Erkrath, 1989 - 5/2010 etc. - d.48)... - I always hated it if someone came unannounced. Even back than. There was nothing but trouble when there were suddenly 2 women who were not to meet... (T. Bergmann / M. Popp)

Then the Nazis. The Nazis already had been there - The marches began, and the brawls in the pubs - I wanted to go. Am with a friend to England...

I used to suppress everything in myself - I always spilled my feelings. How the alcoholic spills his feelings through drinking - so I have my feelings through playing. I have not allowed any feelings...

And above all, recovery requires the willingness - to accept the temporary discomfort that accompanies changes:
To experience the chaos when old-fashioned patterns of behavior are swept away and new ones are not yet in sight - the fear of being abandoned and rejected when we commit ourselves to being honest with ourselves - the anxiety and panic that arise when we risk to find out what it really means to be alone - and the new, broader spectrum of conflicting emotions that make us feel the first time in our lives...

And finally, it requires the willingness to look for the answers to our difficulties - instead of looking outside for comfortable Scapegoats... (Covington / Beckett)


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