Source: Golden Snow
"Write your life - Or they'll wait till you're dead to write the lie"... (@spectraspeaks)
The Snow Dance Part 74 Part 74 ... by Golden Snow
Sometimes, we blame ourselves for the behavior of others, and we curl us inside ourselves, letting our worlds be caved in, and are allowing the storm to rage outside. We need others at times in order to lift us up, to face the winds, and to get our feet solid on the ground. We need to give up the toxic shame that belongs to them who had passed it on us, to free ourselves of feelings of shame and unworthiness. In our weakened state of mind we give up the ground which we have gained to fall into a darker pit of misery, and we become frustrated.
It was on Saturday morning. I was dressing the children for a walk in the park when the knock came to the door. Answering it I came face to face with Danny and the Army Chaplin. The Chaplin smiled and introduced himself and asked if he and Danny could talk with me awhile. The baby started to cry, so I held him on my lap. Danny was looking at us, biting his lip. "See how blond he is," Danny said. He was speaking to the Chaplin. "Well, yes he is, and he looks like his Mom." The Chaplin explained that Danny wanted to be a better dad and a good husband, and had been seeing him for a few months. I was trembling and my belly was hard and sore. I remained quiet and waited to hear the whole story. "Danny has anger and jealously problems which he has to take care of, and we were hoping that you would meet with us from time to time."
I knew in my heart that I did not want this, but somehow during these sessions that went on for three months I was finding myself saying that Danny could come home...
Golden Snow "It means a lot to me dali48 to have my writings posted ... I am making notes and writing as often as I can , much thanks"
The Snow Dance Part 74 Part 74 ... by Golden Snow
Sometimes, we blame ourselves for the behavior of others, and we curl us inside ourselves, letting our worlds be caved in, and are allowing the storm to rage outside. We need others at times in order to lift us up, to face the winds, and to get our feet solid on the ground. We need to give up the toxic shame that belongs to them who had passed it on us, to free ourselves of feelings of shame and unworthiness. In our weakened state of mind we give up the ground which we have gained to fall into a darker pit of misery, and we become frustrated.
It was on Saturday morning. I was dressing the children for a walk in the park when the knock came to the door. Answering it I came face to face with Danny and the Army Chaplin. The Chaplin smiled and introduced himself and asked if he and Danny could talk with me awhile. The baby started to cry, so I held him on my lap. Danny was looking at us, biting his lip. "See how blond he is," Danny said. He was speaking to the Chaplin. "Well, yes he is, and he looks like his Mom." The Chaplin explained that Danny wanted to be a better dad and a good husband, and had been seeing him for a few months. I was trembling and my belly was hard and sore. I remained quiet and waited to hear the whole story. "Danny has anger and jealously problems which he has to take care of, and we were hoping that you would meet with us from time to time."
I knew in my heart that I did not want this, but somehow during these sessions that went on for three months I was finding myself saying that Danny could come home...
Golden Snow "It means a lot to me dali48 to have my writings posted ... I am making notes and writing as often as I can , much thanks"
How can you reduce greed in order to be more peaceful? ... (dali48) - You could write a diary on want less and be happy ... (Golden Snow)
Golden Snow Wonderful read. You have had a life experience worth writing about. I enjoy your diaries, they are true and interesting. Keep writing dali48, your books inspire many to good health, and to face life one moment at a time.
Each day is our whole life - from sunrise to sunset etc… (dali48)
see dali48 and "Zen finds religion in the daily activities." (I-tuan)
Let go of something you like, and realize how fleeting it is by living without it... (Ayya Khema)
Buddha realized that all living beings suffer because they desire and cling ... - Peace is an inner attitude to life that consists of letting go and renunciation (see e.g. nuns & monks etc. - d.48) ... (Buddha)
„Das Leben im Daseinskreislauf ist leidvoll: Geburt ist Leiden, Altern ist Leiden, Krankheit ist Leiden, Tod ist Leiden; Kummer, Lamentieren, Schmerz und Verzweiflung sind Leiden." (Buddha)
see dali48 and Climate Change since Copenhagen 2009 etc. - "Uncontrolled capitalism is producing evil - as bees are producing honey" etc.
see dali48 and reading & writing about peace etc. - see e.g. Zen and Buddhism & Peace & Dalai Lama, Thich Nhat Hanh, Ayya Khema etc, and St Nicholas, St Hildegard, St Francis etc. (dali48)
see dali48 and eating less meat, and more fruits & veggies since the 80s etc.
Homeopathy of S. Hahnemann (ca. 200 years old) should be updated, - i.e. for me more Mother tincture & less shaking etc. (dali48)
