24.07.2018 - The Snow Dance Part 111 etc... by Golden Snow

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"Write your life - Or they'll wait till you're dead to write the lie"...  (@spectraspeaks)


Part 111... by Golden Snow

Control is self defeating. I can tell you that because it does not work. We have to let it go. The more we try to control a situation the less we win. Never had I ever been so bold. I kept denying to myself that he did not care for me. It made my reality less painful. I did not want to change the circumstances. I did not want my pretended world to come to an end. As I was writing just now I stopped in the middle of the last sentence... I knew that part of me was still creating a fantasy, and the reality world, another part moved in and went to work on my accepting the truth. This was my time... Time to face the truth, and I let it sink into my mind slowly...

I have to move with caution... I asked "God" to give me courage. I know that I knew the truth, but did not want to take it into my heart and soul. How many times did my teacher, my guide, and my Guru tell me to slow down and love myself? My problem is letting go of a dream... letting go of my make-believe world, because I would have to face reality.

We all collect layers of feelings, and some will not surface for years later. Our recovery will take years, and we will revert to old ways at times but remember us to move forward and accept. It takes time to reach self-love, and just when you think that you have it, you will learn more...

Golden Snow "I am smiling this morning dali48 , I just finished part 112 , finished ... thank you so much , you are my rock ... my beacon through my storm ..."

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