Source: Golden Snow
"Write your life - Or they'll wait till you're dead to write the lie"... (@spectraspeaks)
Part 86... by Golden Snow
The months passed and Danny improved in many ways but too late for any feeling I might have had but they were gone. He repaired the house and replaced the refrigerator, rugs and sofa that was destroyed by the bullets. I went to work, the boys went to school, and little was done as a family. I also advanced myself by taking courses, finished my high school and became a buyer for the jewellery store where I worked. I enjoyed the training and the buying and lost myself in the place where I was working.
The boys went through school and became sweet young men... Jacob still drank and continued to drink more even after his marriage. He was not cruel to his family but spend his week-end with drinking. I had the grand-children a lot of the time and did the things he should have done with them. I tried to get him to AA but failed. I would look at him and blame myself for his life. I should have been stronger and left Danny many years ago. I spend a lot on the babies for clothes and food because Jacob spend his money on beer. This continued for a few years along with helping the other children with their problems. Things balanced out but Jacob never did stop drinking.
Danny did well but we were not even friends anymore. I moved into one of the boy's bedrooms.
I became a women out to reach the top of the business world. I was in and found every way possible to do better than the men in the company I worked for. My store in Halifax had the most sales and the top sales staff. They learned to do displays and treat their customers with great care. I travelled a few days a week training and hiring new staff. This gave me time for myself at nights to meditate and to do my dance. I found it very relaxing.
Danny never liked it when I left for a few days but never said too much. He knew that it would do him no good. I felt a deep shame for that New Year's Eve but I stood my grounds and never let Danny take over my mind again. He accused me many times of cheating on him but I said that he had a dirty mind and if I found someone I liked I would leave him...
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Diary 2008 of dali48 contains many valuable tips of the alternative medicine and phytotherapy. The introduction to Zen Buddhism is also good for laymen to understand. Inspiring and stimulating to further reading are the excerpts of speeches of Nobel Laureates in Literature - starting with Le Clézio (2008), back to Beckett, Boell, Kawabata, Solzhenitsyn, etc... Tags: Ayya Khema, Valerian, Comfrey, Nettle, Buddha, Buddhism, Clézio Covitz Dukkha parents emotions inflammation, earth, cold, food, fennel, woman, joy, peace, feel, danger, feeling, Spirit, Health, gout, happiness, "God", skin heart, helps, cough, immune, St John's, Chamomile, Kawabata, Ayya Khema, children, headache, body, disease, cancer, life, suffering, love, life, dandelion, People, migraine, natural, nerve, Nobel, rheumatoid, patients, parsley, sage, shadow, yarrow, sleep, insomnia, pain, soul, September 2008, Smullyan, Solzhenitsyn, plantain, stress, Centaury, Thich Nhat Hanh, thyme, subconsciously, mourning, past, losses, juniper, water, hawthorn, world, work, world, sugar, etc... Facebook of Golden Snow https://www.facebook.com/golden.snow.3
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