03.07.2018 - The Snow Dance Part 83 etc... by Golden Snow

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"Write your life - Or they'll wait till you're dead to write the lie"...  (@spectraspeaks)


Part 83... by Golden Snow

It is a strange and amazing thing our mind ... We adjust ourselves to weather and circumstance. I go back to the little puppy in his cage, beaten both in body and mind and knows no other way than to give in to surroundings. I did just that. I remained where I thought was a safe place keeping my own real self buried deep inside. Thinking that I was living a normal life and continuing each day as if all was normal. We succumb to all demands in order to keep things on some kind of even keel. We always have a storm within us. We go just accepting for long periods of time. When abuse accrues at an early age, we stay the child, always obedient to our predators. When deep inside we want things so badly. We want our lives to change, and we want to be happy.

I spend a good part of my life holding together a dysfunctional family. Today it makes no sense but at that time I believe it made sense because I had been sent from one foster home to another, and therefore made me protect what a family I had. As we gain our strenght we become unsettled and are looking for a better life. Danny was willing to let things stay the way they were. I felt that I needed to spread my wings so to speak and to feel some freedom. I also dreamed of My Sweet Prince whom I had read of so many times in little story books. I was sure that there was one for me somewhere...

Golden Snow "Big turning point in my life dali48 , I believe to write one's story is a burden released ... thank you ..."

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Diary3 by dali48 on twitter is about healing in the past and the future - focused on the present. It includes the following authors: Ayya Khema, S. Hite, VE Frankl, M. Messeguer, G. Marquez, W. Golding, Dalai Lama, DTSuzuki, J. Seiffert, Thich Nhat Hanh, Buddha, Jvd Wetering, Allen Ginsberg, C. Simon, Johannes Paul1, K. Dürckheim, W. Soyinka, S. Freud, Sloterdiyk, J. Brodsky, P. Celan, A. Schweitzer, G. Groddeck, hl.Hildegard, IB Singer, T. Dethlefsen, AT Kushi...

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Tagebuch 2008 von dali48, siehe Google, Amazon: https://www.amazon.com/author/dali48 Diary 2008 of dali48 contains many valuable tips of the alternative medicine and phytotherapy. The introduction to Zen Buddhism is also good for laymen to understand. Inspiring and stimulating to further reading are the excerpts of speeches of Nobel Laureates in Literature - starting with Le Clézio (2008), back to Beckett, Boell, Kawabata, Solzhenitsyn, etc... Tags: Ayya Khema, Valerian, Comfrey, Nettle, Buddha, Buddhism, Clézio Covitz Dukkha parents emotions inflammation, earth, cold, food, fennel, woman, joy, peace, feel, danger, feeling, Spirit, Health, gout, happiness, "God", skin heart, helps, cough, immune, St John's, Chamomile, Kawabata, Ayya Khema, children, headache, body, disease, cancer, life, suffering, love, life, dandelion, People, migraine, natural, nerve, Nobel, rheumatoid, patients, parsley, sage, shadow, yarrow, sleep, insomnia, pain, soul, September 2008, Smullyan, Solzhenitsyn, plantain, stress, Centaury, Thich Nhat Hanh, thyme, subconsciously, mourning, past, losses, juniper, water, hawthorn, world, work, world, sugar, etc...   Facebook of Golden Snow https://www.facebook.com/golden.snow.3 Golden Snow “Enjoying your many post on health dali48 ... it means a lot in my life to have sites and blogs to follow and gain better health ... I have been fighting a Chemical war inside my body for 29 years and found relief in so many of your posts ... my health has improved to the point I can do my own shopping at the market ... I love the fact that your Diaries contains a mixture of great information for the readers ... so well chosen ... well thought out to help everyone” ... see "Banking Crisis 2008" and Climate Change and robots and poor people and social diseases and homelessness etc. - instead of basic income (ca. 500 euro) - Uncontrolled capitalism produces evil as bees produce honey etc... (dali48) see dali48 and Climate Change since ca. 2000 and Copenhagen 2009 etc... Don't see swallows here in Wickrath (2018) as before at Lake Unterbach where they were deeply flying before the rain, and were nearly touching my head till 2010... (dali48) see E. Kuebler-Ross and R. Moody and Near Death Experiences - and my own experiences in the 80s and 12/2011 etc... (dali48) see dali48 and Planet and environment and pollution and destructive car traffic everywhere - instead of surviving and UBI etc...... see dali48 and 1968 etc. - compared with 1989 and 2008 etc... Deposit on plastic & better recycling & cleaning - instead of polluting rivers & sea etc... (dali48) see @UNrightswire, see Human Rights & Clean Air & Drinking Water (wells, desalination, pipelines etc.) & Food & UBI - instead of @BeijingAir & violations & massacres etc... (dali48) Why bees etc. - are dying by the billions see pesticides and #Neonics http://bit.ly/1vJ6vI6 5000 times more toxic to bees than DDT etc... (dali48) see Ban of Basic Rights and Net Neutrality and Privacy - instead of democratic control of Bavarian Police Law etc... (dali48) see National Socialist tyranny and History produced evil - as Bees produced honey etc... (dali48) see dali48 and warning of neo-fascism since 1989 and for UBI since 2008 etc... see dali48 and deforestation for palm oil, and species extinction by pesticides etc. - and Human Rights violations instead of UBI etc... see beautiful wildflower havens and UBI - instead of tax havens and violations of Human Rights etc... (dali48) see e.g. BeijingAir ‏@BeijingAir 06-22-2018 14:00; PM2.5; 37.0; 105; Unhealthy (at 24-hour exposure at this level)... (dali48) see dali48 and "Those who will exclude any of God's creatures from the shelter of compassion and pity (chick shredding etc.) - will deal likewise with their fellow man." (Francis of Assisi) see bumble bees and bees again on lavender during my daily walk in the park since June 2018 etc... (dali48) see Climate Change & alternative energy as eg wind power & solar energy & ecars & solar cooker & solar lamp since the 70s etc... (dali48) Copyright Note The text and all images on this page, unless otherwise indicated, are by Wolfgang G. Greiner (dali48) who hereby asserts his copyright on the material. Should you wish to use any of the text or images feel free to do so with proper attribution and, if possible, a link back to this page. Thank you. © Wolfgang G. Greiner (dali48) 8/2013 - 2018 etc...