Source: Golden Snow
"Write your life - Or they'll wait till you're dead to write the lie"... (@spectraspeaks)
Part 73... by Golden Snow
When we reached the hospital I had another pain but not as hard. When they got me settled the doctor came in, and after checking me he said: "Everything looks okay, so we will wait." I was in labour for twelve hours, when they took me to the delivery room. My little baby boy was beautiful. I did not mind that he caused me to have thirty four stitches. He was worth the pain. He was chubby, unlike the other babies. He weighed eight pounds and six ounces ... I held his little hand and looked into big blue eyes. His hair was long and golden upon his head. I gave him his Native name that very moment “Sun Shining.“ As the nurse took him he cried. I wanted to keep him with me but they said: As soon as he is cleaned up and wrapped." They returned me to my room, and Danny was there. "Did you see your son I asked, he is beautiful." Danny shook his head and said: "He is blond, I thought nothing of this because so was I." I shared in this one, and I smiled. Danny did not smile. "I will let you rest," and he turned and left.
I returned to a slump. I found myself reverting instinctively to old habits concerning my thinking, my feeling, and was behaving me like before even though I knew that he really had no power over me, and still I was obsessed with fear and uncertainty. I knew that I was slipping back into the old fearful pattern but seemed helpless to stop it.
I know after we have a baby that we go through a big change in hormones. I believe that we become dependant and reach out for help. But as usual there was no one there. The babies held me together. I had to be there for them. I was afraid that now he would try to take my babies. He would think that he had something on me this time. I felt frustrated by Danny. He had not changed.
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