Source: Golden Snow
"Write your life - Or they'll wait till you're dead to write the lie"... (@spectraspeaks)
Part 68... by Golden Snow
We make the move to a better life but still within us is the fear of the past. We try to focus on today and keep ourselves above water. We know there is an improvement in ourselves, and we keep looking forward and envision the future we planned. We need to set our goals and not panic. We have a goal, we have empowered ourselves so that panic will not raise its ugly head. I know you can keep on track by treading water and as we gain empowerment, we feel the peaceful life and know it is there for the taking ... if we let panic take the lead we are lost. I was used to running and panic, and it was still just below the surface. Every big mistake I’ve made in my life was made because I was moving too fast... If the Spirit whispers anything, it’s “Slow down, slow down, slow down, slow down.” A flash of lightening can bring inspiration, but only depth of reflection brings wisdom...
I was beside myself with fear, fear for Jacob, and what they would tell him as he grew old enough to understand their words. I did not want to see hate on my little boy's face. I knew what Danny and his family were capable of, and did not want him exposed to any of their lies. When I arrived home Laura was waiting for me, she was concerned when I told her what he had asked for. "Whatever for, she said, he never wanted anything to do with them before." I knew that he wanted to hurt me and to know where I lived. I knew that I could not move and try to lose him because I was getting big with my child. I had no notion of ever letting Danny take Jacob. As little as Jacob was, he remembered the beating which I got and the loud yelling. He lived in fear as well as I did...
I want to tell you, the reader, that my next choice was a big mistake, and please, do not choose this road ... I sat that night with Laura and told her that I had to return to Danny. I could not let this arrangement happen. She was beside herself with worry ... "Please Golden, we must find another solution." I did not have the foggiest notion what that might be. I sat by myself in the dark for what seemed hours as I heard the gentle breathing of my babies and felt the small kick from within my belly. Life with Laura was perfect, perfect for both of us. The children were happy, and that made me happy...
Golden Snow "I find as I write my present life is becoming a reality, where once it felt as if I watched others living life ... thank you for posting dali48"
Golden Snow
"As
I write each day dali48 I feel as if most of my life I had watched
other living life ... but now my life is coming into respective ..."
Annex2 to the blogs of dali48
dali48
in Baden-Baden 8/2010
Blogspot,
diary3 by dali48 on twitter Diary3 by dali48 on twitter is about healing in the past and the future - focused on the present. It includes the following authors: Ayya Khema, S. Hite, VE Frankl, M. Messeguer, G. Marquez, W. Golding, Dalai Lama, DTSuzuki, J. Seiffert, Thich Nhat Hanh, Buddha, Jvd Wetering, Allen Ginsberg, C. Simon, Johannes Paul1, K. Dürckheim, W. Soyinka, S. Freud, Sloterdiyk, J. Brodsky, P. Celan, A. Schweitzer, G. Groddeck, hl.Hildegard, IB Singer, T. Dethlefsen, AT Kushi...
Golden Snow
“thank you dali48 for your very informative and interesting Dairy 3 -
filled with so much to help us with our health and improve our ways of
eating, Herbal information ... I loved learning of others lives and
condition they live, writers whose words have been smothered, because
truth was written ... loved every moment of reading”... - Golden Snow "Most interesting book I have read in many years ... the truth within the pages alone are a refreshing change ... covers so many subjects, thank you dali48"...
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Tagebuch 2009: Wie ich psychisch und physisch wieder gesund wurde... (Status: 8/2008) von dali48
siehe Bod.de, etc. - Diary 2009 by dali 48 on twitter is about a 25-year-old, both
psychological and even physical healing process by using natural
medicine - especially herbal medicines, and also meditation exercises
from Zen Buddhism. Inspiring to further reading are also excerpts from
speeches of Nobel laureates in literature from 2009 to currently back
1959, etc...
Golden Snow's review
"a book filled with important information to guide one through
life in health both body and mind ... also to learn history as it has
taken place ... five stars from me ... Thanks dali48"...
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Tagebuch 2008 von dali48, siehe Google, Amazon: https://www.amazon.com/author/
Diary 2008 of dali48 contains many valuable tips of the alternative medicine and phytotherapy. The introduction to Zen Buddhism is also good for laymen to understand. Inspiring and stimulating to further reading are the excerpts of speeches of Nobel Laureates in Literature - starting with Le Clézio (2008), back to Beckett, Boell, Kawabata, Solzhenitsyn, etc... Tags: Ayya Khema, Valerian, Comfrey, Nettle, Buddha, Buddhism, Clézio Covitz Dukkha parents emotions inflammation, earth, cold, food, fennel, woman, joy, peace, feel, danger, feeling, Spirit, Health, gout, happiness, "God", skin heart, helps, cough, immune, St John's, Chamomile, Kawabata, Ayya Khema, children, headache, body, disease, cancer, life, suffering, love, life, dandelion, People, migraine, natural, nerve, Nobel, rheumatoid, patients, parsley, sage, shadow, yarrow, sleep, insomnia, pain, soul, September 2008, Smullyan, Solzhenitsyn, plantain, stress, Centaury, Thich Nhat Hanh, thyme, subconsciously, mourning, past, losses, juniper, water, hawthorn, world, work, world, sugar, etc... Facebook of Golden Snow https://www.facebook.com/golden.snow.3
Golden Snow
“Enjoying your many post on health dali48 ... it means a
lot in my life to have sites and blogs to follow and gain better health ... I
have been fighting a Chemical war inside my body for 29 years and found relief
in so many of your posts ... my health has
improved to the point I can do my own shopping at the market ... I love the
fact that your Diaries contains a mixture of great information for the readers
... so well chosen ... well thought out to help everyone” ...
see "Banking Crisis 2008" and Climate Change and robots and poor people and social diseases and homelessness etc. - instead of basic income (ca. 500 euro) - Uncontrolled capitalism produces evil as bees produce honey etc... (dali48)
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