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"Write your life - Or they'll wait till you're dead to write the lie"... (@spectraspeaks)
Part 78... by Golden Snow
I spend the next few months trying to put a life together for the children. Danny was still drinking from time to time but I knew that he was trying to stop it. The Army Chaplin came back into our home once a week, and we discussed many things. One of the things that stood out was the abuse that Danny had received from his father. The Army Chaplin seemed to think that Danny's abusive ways were triggered by the abuse he had received himself.
We talked several times about the life. We both lived together but this never seemed to help Danny with his drinking and the beatings he gave me. He was still staying out and off late, and he was gone for days at a time. He never said that he loved me for years but still wanted me there. When Jeremy started school I talked to Danny about going to work. The apartment life was not good for the children, and I wanted a real home for them.
I started to work at a large electrical plant making boards for telephones. Soldering wires and placing them into boxes to ship. Not much of a job but would help to buy a home. I was surprised that Danny agreed that it would be a good idea. He had his discharge from the army and started a job soon after. I did not want a baby sitter so I was blessed to receive a part time work and did piece work. I knew that I would make more because I could work well with my hands. I made a few good friends and also some bad ones at work. Most did not want to do as much as they could but to keep the rates down, and so they did not have to work fast. I had seen a home for the children, so I just did my work and went home. I worked from eight until three which was perfect because I met the children and walked home with them from their school. My neighbour watched the children for half an hour before they went to school, and I watched hers until she came home in the afternoon. So none had to pay. It was good for me to go to work because I was learning to stand up for myself.
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