Source: Golden Snow
Part 39... by Golden Snow
I reached the point in my young life that I had forgotten that I was not really alone ... I forgot that I had family somewhere out there ... I believed that I had to do everything alone ... each day became a struggle ... so many hard lessons to learn ... so much pain locked inside of me ... I detached myself from even the girls in my room ... looking away when they spoke ... I was afraid that they might tell something I had said when they were in their times of trouble ... the sense for reading was taken from me, and I spent a lot of time on daydreams ... reaching out to the small animals around the grounds and the little birds in the trees ... my time outside was limited but at least they never took that from me ... I usually sat under the large chestnut tree and dreamed of my home, the little farm, Mom and my little brother ... I closed my eyes, and I could feel the moss under my bare feet, the smell of the woods, the sweet in the air ... my time of meditation, I believe kept me sane ... We can even in a terrible situation learn how to identify our wants and needs, and supply them the best we can ... we are actually learning to use our minds in many ways ... sometimes under that tree I "travelled" the miles between my mother and myself and spoke to her silently ... she was always there when I needed her ...
I was usually kicked awake and told to join the others ... the more I spent alone on break time outside, the stronger I became ... there are no two moments in life the same, we are changing, also time and things around us ... my mind through meditation became my strong hold against the life which I was living ... I continued on the path of obedience ... they were paying less attention to me ... I even escaped my turn of leaving the room with the Sisters ... they called me everything, stupid, numb, useless, but I let it role around me and comforted myself in thoughts of the sun, the moon and the stars ... sometimes their loud voices seemed far away...
Golden Snow
"Such
an important part of my recovery ... you are right dali48, to write
the hurt and pain washes it away ~~~ appreciate your postings ~~~"
Annex2 to the blogs of dali48
dali48
in Baden-Baden 8/2010
Blogspot,
diary3 by dali48 on twitter Diary3 by dali48 on twitter is about healing in the past and the future - focused on the present. It includes the following authors: Ayya Khema, S. Hite, VE Frankl, M. Messeguer, G. Marquez, W. Golding, Dalai Lama, DTSuzuki, J. Seiffert, Thich Nhat Hanh, Buddha, Jvd Wetering, Allen Ginsberg, C. Simon, Johannes Paul1, K. Dürckheim, W. Soyinka, S. Freud, Sloterdiyk, J. Brodsky, P. Celan, A. Schweitzer, G. Groddeck, hl.Hildegard, IB Singer, T. Dethlefsen, AT Kushi...
Golden Snow
“thank you dali48 for your very informative and interesting Dairy 3 -
filled with so much to help us with our health and improve our ways of
eating, Herbal information ... I loved learning of others lives and
condition they live, writers whose words have been smothered, because
truth was written ... loved every moment of reading”... - Golden Snow "Most interesting book I have read in many years ... the truth within the pages alone are a refreshing change ... covers so many subjects, thank you dali48"...
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Tagebuch 2009: Wie ich psychisch und physisch wieder gesund wurde... (Status: 8/2008) von dali48
siehe Bod.de, etc. - Diary 2009 by dali 48 on twitter is about a 25-year-old, both
psychological and even physical healing process by using natural
medicine - especially herbal medicines, and also meditation exercises
from Zen Buddhism. Inspiring to further reading are also excerpts from
speeches of Nobel laureates in literature from 2009 to currently back
1959, etc...
Golden Snow's review
"a book filled with important information to guide one through
life in health both body and mind ... also to learn history as it has
taken place ... five stars from me ... Thanks dali48"...
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Tagebuch 2008 von dali48, siehe Google, Amazon: https://www.amazon.com/author/
Diary 2008 of dali48 contains many valuable tips of the alternative medicine and phytotherapy. The introduction to Zen Buddhism is also good for laymen to understand. Inspiring and stimulating to further reading are the excerpts of speeches of Nobel Laureates in Literature - starting with Le Clézio (2008), back to Beckett, Boell, Kawabata, Solzhenitsyn, etc... Tags: Ayya Khema, Valerian, Comfrey, Nettle, Buddha, Buddhism, Clézio Covitz Dukkha parents emotions inflammation, earth, cold, food, fennel, woman, joy, peace, feel, danger, feeling, Spirit, Health, gout, happiness, "God", skin heart, helps, cough, immune, St John's, Chamomile, Kawabata, Ayya Khema, children, headache, body, disease, cancer, life, suffering, love, life, dandelion, People, migraine, natural, nerve, Nobel, rheumatoid, patients, parsley, sage, shadow, yarrow, sleep, insomnia, pain, soul, September 2008, Smullyan, Solzhenitsyn, plantain, stress, Centaury, Thich Nhat Hanh, thyme, subconsciously, mourning, past, losses, juniper, water, hawthorn, world, work, world, sugar, etc... Facebook of Golden Snow https://www.facebook.com/golden.snow.3
Golden Snow
“Enjoying your many post on health dali48 ... it means a
lot in my life to have sites and blogs to follow and gain better health ... I
have been fighting a Chemical war inside my body for 29 years and found relief
in so many of your posts ... my health has
improved to the point I can do my own shopping at the market ... I love the
fact that your Diaries contains a mixture of great information for the readers
... so well chosen ... well thought out to help everyone” ...
see "Banking Crisis 2008" and Climate Change and robots and poor people and social diseases and homelessness etc. - instead of basic income (ca. 500 euro) - Uncontrolled capitalism produces evil as bees produce honey etc... (dali48)
see dali48 and Climate Change since ca. 2000 and Copenhagen 2009 etc... |
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