12.07.2018 - The Snow Dance Part 95 by Golden Snow

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Part 95... by Golden Snow

Our happiness is not a present someone else holds in his or her hands. Our well being is not held by another to be given or withheld at whim. If we reach out and try to force someone to give us what we believe he or she holds, we will be disappointed. We awake one day and find out that it is an illusion. That person did not hold it at all. That love we thought they would hold, did not contain our happiness. We reach out in desperate moments and try to claim the happiness and love we need. We want them to create our joy. It cannot happen. We have to deal with our issues, and we have to find our own happiness. Did I know that then, not in a long run. I stepped into a situation that lasted for over twenty years. Was I unhappy? No, but unfulfilled. Our healing from abuse will come when we become aware of, how we attempt to use others to take away our pain...

Gaining our happiness remains in our own hands. I never learned this lesson until many years later from a great person who had patience with a hurt and destroyed woman. He lifted and whispered the words to save my dying soul. Some days these words hurt, other days they fill my soul and draw me up from my illusions. A man filled with love for all things. A man who himself walked the road to hell and still filled the world with love. It is hard to open one's soul to anyone and caution has to be taken, or we will find ourselves be hurt again...

When we lived a life of abuse it's like coming out of a muddy river dripping with dirt. We have to take time to breathe, to clean up and find ourselves before we go into any relationship. Of course we do not recognize this at that time what is happening because we just need the love we lack. We are desperate for relief of some kind. We are like an alcoholic. We have problems of codependency, and we will make mistakes. We all love to be cherished and loved. It is a need from within. It is not entirely bad. We all need love. We are all human and vulnerable. When the pain and hurt begins to lift we can acknowledge our feelings and slow down. We have to learn to be in the moment and not rush forward or stay in the past...

Golden Snow "Coming around the curve in the road dali48 , some things are hiding from memory , thanks for your help never would have reached this place without your encouragement ..."

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"Hello dali48 , again I thank you for your teaching and patience to keep me going , moving alone a little better ..."

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ediary4 by dali48 is about healing in the past and the future - focused on the present. It includes the following authors: Ayya Khema, S. Hite, VE Frankl, M. Messeguer, G. Marquez, W. Golding, Dalai Lama, DTSuzuki, J. Seiffert, Thich Nhat Hanh, Buddha, Jvd Wetering, Allen Ginsberg, C. Simon, Johannes Paul1, K. Dürckheim, W. Soyinka, S. Freud, Sloterdiyk, J. Brodsky, P. Celan, A. Schweitzer, G. Groddeck, hl.Hildegard, IB Singer, T. Dethlefsen, AT Kushi... 

 

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Diary3 by dali48 on twitter is about healing in the past and the future - focused on the present. It includes the following authors: Ayya Khema, S. Hite, VE Frankl, M. Messeguer, G. Marquez, W. Golding, Dalai Lama, DTSuzuki, J. Seiffert, Thich Nhat Hanh, Buddha, Jvd Wetering, Allen Ginsberg, C. Simon, Johannes Paul1, K. Dürckheim, W. Soyinka, S. Freud, Sloterdiyk, J. Brodsky, P. Celan, A. Schweitzer, G. Groddeck, hl.Hildegard, IB Singer, T. Dethlefsen, AT Kushi... 


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Tagebuch 2009: Wie ich psychisch und physisch wieder gesund wurde... (Status: 8/2008) von dali48, siehe Bod.de, etc.  Diary 2009 by dali48 on Twitter is about a 25-year-old psychological and physical healing process by using natural medicine - especially herbal medicines - and also meditation exercises from ZEN-Buddhism - Inspiring to further reading are also excerpts from speeches of Nobel Laureates in Literature from 2009 to currently back 1959... see dali48 and Art etc...​  Golden Snow on Goodreads "Thanks for sharing the knowledge held within the pages of your diary. I have learned much on Natural healing..."  Golden Snow's review "a book filled with important information to guide one through life in health both body and mind ... also to learn history as it has taken place ... five stars from me ... Thanks dali48"...

Tagebuch 2008 von dali48, siehe Google, Amazon: https://www.amazon.com/author/dali48 This current and past diary contains the published posts on http://www.dali48.blogspot.com of parts of my diary entries in German and English on the basis of Nobel Laureates in Literature from 2008 back to 1968, and from the read books about medicine and related subjects such as eg Zen Buddhism: "Like a leaf falling from a flower, gently floating in the wind with Ketchuan music"... (dali48) Tagebuch von dali 48 dali48 and photographing Lake Morp in Erkrath etc... Tagebuch 2008 (German Edition)  Buy Now Diary 2008 of dali48 contains many valuable tips of the alternative medicine and phytotherapy - The introduction to Zen Buddhism is also good for laymen to understand - Inspiring and stimulating to further reading are the excerpts of speeches of Nobel Laureates in Literature - starting with Le Clézio (2008), back to Beckett, Boell, Kawabata, Solzhenitsyn, etc...  Tags: Ayya Khema, Valerian, Comfrey, Nettle, Buddha, Buddhism, Clézio, Covitz, Dukkha, parents, emotions, inflammation, earth, cold, food, St John's, Chamomile, Kawabata, children, headache, body, disease, cancer, life, suffering, love, life, dandelion, People, migraine, natural, nerve, Nobel, rheumatoid, patients, parsley, sage, shadow, yarrow, sleep, insomnia, pain, soul, September 2008, Smullyan, Solzhenitsyn, plantain, stress, Centaury, Thich Nhat Hanh, thyme, subconsciously, mourning, past, losses, juniper, water, hawthorn, world, work, sugar, etc...

Facebook of Golden Snow https://www.facebook.com/golden.snow.3   Golden Snow “Enjoying your many post on health dali48 ... it means a lot in my life to have sites and blogs to follow and gain better health ... I have been fighting a Chemical war inside my body for 29 years and found relief in so many of your posts ... my health has improved to the point I can do my own shopping at the market ... I love the fact that your Diaries contains a mixture of great information for the readers ... so well chosen ... well thought out to help everyone”...  see wgg shared Monsanto Exposed's photo - Why bees are dying by the billions etc. - and see GMO seeds and glysophate etc... (dali48)   see wgg shared Monsanto Exposed's photo - Why bees are dying by the billions - see #Neonics http://bit.ly/1vJ6vI6    henk tennekes ‏@tennekes_tox Das grosse Neonics Desaster. Seit 1995 sind bis zu 80 Prozent der Biomasse aller Fluginsekten in NRW verschwunden http://www.farmlandbirds.net/de/content/innerhalb-der-vergangenen-20-jahre-sind-bis-zu-80-prozent-der-biomasse-aller-fluginsekten-no … Henk Tennekestennekes_tox The big Neonics disaster. Since 1995, up to 80 percent of the biomass of all flying insects have disappeared in NRW http://www.farmlandbirds.net/de/content/innerhalb-der-vergangenen-20-jahre-sind-bis-zu-80-prozent-der-biomasse-aller-fluginsekten-no ... see dali48 and Bees and "Flora and Fauna" since ca. 2000 etc. - “If the bees disappeared off the face of the earth, man would only have 4 years left to live.” ― Albert Einstein dali48author ‏@dali48 "Er ist wieder da" Filmkritik: Das Lachen bleibt im Halse stecken! http://www.br.de/mediathek/video/sendungen/kino-kino/er-ist-wieder-da-kinokino-videokritik-100.html … see dali48 and TV and 3sat and Documentaries and Movies etc... dali48author ‏@dali48 17.09.2015 Wie blöd du bist - Carolin Kebekus | Musikparodie https://youtu.be/ZQekL3C1wPw  via @YouTube see dali48 and favourite Music and parodies etc... Stolpersteine ‏@_Stolpersteine_ 10.1-20.1.16: New #Stolpersteine will be laid in #Italy! Starting on Sunday in #Ostuni, Monday in @Roma and Tuesday in #Chieti+#Teramo! Weiße Rose Verlegung von Stolpersteinen in Bünde - Von Initiative 9. November Bünde Yesterday TV Channel 18 February Sophie Scholl was arrested today in 1943. Here's why we should remember her... Concerning Fukushima - see http://www.mdr.de/.../video-2362_zc-b45e8c8c_zs-6da2f47c... see "Banking Crisis 2008" and Climate Change and robots and poor people and social diseases and homelessness etc. - instead of basic income (ca. 500 euro) - Uncontrolled capitalism produces evil as bees produce honey etc... (dali48) see dali48 and Climate Change since ca. 2000 and Copenhagen 2009 etc... Don't see swallows here in Wickrath (2018) as before at Lake Unterbach where they were deeply flying before the rain, and were nearly touching my head till 2010... (dali48) see E. Kuebler-Ross and R. Moody and Near Death Experiences - and my own experiences in the 80s and 12/2011 etc... (dali48) see our planet and environment and pollution and destructive traffic everywhere - instead of UBI and surviving etc... (dali48) see dali48 and 1968 etc. - compared with 1989 and 2008 etc... Deposit on plastic & better recycling & cleaning & biodegradable "plastic" bags - instead of polluting rivers & sea etc... (dali48) see @UNrightswire, see Human Rights & Clean Air & Drinking Water (wells, desalination, pipelines etc.) & Food & UBI - instead of @BeijingAir & privatisation of water & violations etc... (dali48) Why bees etc. - are dying by the billions see pesticides and #Neonics http://bit.ly/1vJ6vI6 5000 times more toxic to bees than DDT etc... (dali48) see Ban of Basic Rights and Net Neutrality and Privacy - instead of democratic control of Bavarian Police Law etc... (dali48) see National Socialist tyranny and History produced evil - as Bees produced honey etc... (dali48) see dali48 and warning of neo-fascism since 1989 and for UBI since 2008 etc...  Steven David Horwich ‏@homeschoolcurr Want to ban homeschool? So did the Nazis. Read about it at http://bit.ly/lZkLNv ... Retweeted by dali48 see dali48 and deforestation for palm oil, and species extinction by pesticides etc. - and Human Rights violations instead of UBI etc... see beautiful wildflower havens and UBI - instead of tax havens and violations of Human Rights etc... (dali48) see e.g. BeijingAir ‏@BeijingAir 06-22-2018 14:00; PM2.5; 37.0; 105; Unhealthy (at 24-hour exposure at this level)... (dali48) see dali48 and "Those who will exclude any of God's creatures from the shelter of compassion and pity (chick shredding etc.) - will deal likewise with their fellow man." (Francis of Assisi) see bumble bees and bees again on lavender during my daily walk in the park since June 2018 etc... (dali48) see Climate Change & alternative energy as eg wind power & solar energy & ecars & solar cooker & solar lamp since the 70s etc... (dali48) I'm against the waste of Food as long as there is no UBI and ca.1 Billion people are hungry - and there are not enough soup kitchens - and hungry animals come into town etc... (dali48) Copyright Note The text and all images on this page, unless otherwise indicated, are by Wolfgang G. Greiner (dali48) who hereby asserts his copyright on the material. Should you wish to use any of the text or images feel free to do so with proper attribution and, if possible, a link back to this page. Thank you. © Wolfgang G. Greiner (dali48) 8/2013 - 2018 etc...