“As I read this by dali48 I remembered some words from my Uncle Lewis, his brother had died and he was sitting on the bank of the river I sat with him I never said a word because I knew he was sad ... he spoke in a very low voice (he called me Mossy because I slept in the woods on the cool moss most days in summer). Mosey he said look over there as he pointed to a large tree under which stood a buck ... he is in him , he will visit us often ... he is in the breeze, the trees , he was here he always will be ... I believe we go home to the Father who created us ...but because we were here, we will always be a part of this earth” …
Depression and Love... by dali48 on HP
dali48 and photographing his folding bike near Lake Morper in Erkrath, 8/1983 - 5/2010
08.11.2000 - Interpretation of dali48
The heavier a loss in adulthood is, the deeper a separation hurts in the present, - and the greater must the parental love in childhood have been, so that a man does not fall into depression... (P. Schellenbaum)
Freud writes: "The melancholy (depression) is a deeply painful depression, a waiver of the interest in the environment (outside world), a loss of ability to love, an inhibition of each performance and the reduction of self-esteem"... He (the depressive person), for example, does not know that he has lost with the partner the sense of himself, too, because he denies himself by the fusion with the lost self. - The depressed person takes revenge on the original objects by a detour through self-punishment... (S. Freud)
Personal exposure means therefore exposure of the other, self-aggression means hostility against the other. - In this way, Freud explains the mystery of the suicidal tendencies... In mourning, the world has become poor, in depression, it is the ego itself. - The depressed person loses himself to the lost... The open wound of depression attracts everything that is foreign, - and pushes back everything that is your own... Because the depressed person is merged with the lost love object, he is identical with the loss and loses his own ability to love. - His relationship has become nothing, so he feels himself as nothing. - Against the putative external pressure, he gives pressure back - and doesn’t relax and let himself drop... (S. Freud)
Golden Snow
“Having experienced the death of my husband I see myself in this post ... this first even parts of the second year I found myself always looking to find myself ... being alone for the first time in years was a lost and terrible feeling ... I felt the lost feeling both night and day ... the other side of the bed at night was empty forever , my days filled with nothingness ... I felt like I did not know which way to turn , everything seemed empty ... nothing worth doing ... I would stand in the kitchen at meal time crying and end up with an apple or something easy to eat ... it seemed not worth making for myself ... Christmas, I do not remember of this day ... it was always the best time of the year ... meaning for anything was gone ... the first year is still most a blank to me ... having good friends was a God send to me I know now ... at the time they were just figures around me ... death is never really accepted they said. I was told but I do not remember ... I was planning his home coming, I now remember their sad looks the nurses used to hug me ... parting is not sweet, sorry it is a nightmare for months” …
23.01.2014 - Buddha1 and Diseases and Worldliness etc.
Buddha and Diseases... by dali48 on HP
dali48 and photographing & identifying flowers & blossoms in Wickrath etc.
09.09.2000 - Interpretation of dali48
How he (Buddha) had separated from the luxury he now let behind the painful practices of the salvation seeking "Sramanen". His answer was a middle way - out of the suffering of impermanence, which avoids the extremes of worldliness and renunciation... (V. Zotz)
The real doctors bow before the deity, for in their own art - they have little resources... (Hippocrates)
Risk factors that most often lead to death:
Smoking, alcohol, drugs (too much), overeating, sedentary lifestyle, motoring, ambition, desire for money and prestige. - The Epidemiological studies have shown this clear... (H. Schaefer)
In order to motivate them to change their behavior, it is not sufficient to address only the thought and reason. - Feeling and experience have to be addressed, too... (S. Das)
There are diseases in which the patient is not fled, in order to escape reality, but he needs to protect himself - against an insulting reality to be healed... (D. Beck)
Golden Snow
“dali48 you have a post today that everyone should read... we start out life, if we are blessed with good health and continue to think it will last forever and then comes the day we wake up and find out we might die and our mind slows down and we become afraid of what the next day or even the next second will bring ... I remember looking at my doctor and saying you must be wrong I do not believe you can do nothing for me ... stay home stay out of your trigger points? Why, what was he asking me to do, stop living ... I did not realize at the time just where these chemicals could be found ... I was amazed when he said you are wearing them, on your clothes from washing soaps, on your skin from soaps, even my lipstick ... I was in shock ...How on earth would I ever stay away from them ... A new life style started that very day ... I spend the next three weeks in chemical detox and learning a new way of life ... all my clothes were washed in " safe " cleaners including my hair ... bath or sauna morning and afternoon ... it is now over 14 years since I started the clinic ... I am not well yet but better ... drugs do not help me but natural things from nature nurture me , most drugs did not help so I have declined from them ... my live is lonely because most are unsafe to come near me... I protect myself as best possible but get sick often just trying to live in the world of over-used chemicals” …
23.01.2014 - Sacrificed children1 and mystical Floating etc.
Sacrificed children and spiritual Sources... by dali48 on HP
26.05.2001 - Interpretation of dali48
Our lack of mutual respect is specific not only for family systems. - We carry the lessons learned from our home into a modern social structure - which often has the same lack of respect for individuals, communities and nature - as the dysfunctional family for its members... (C. Grof)
How do we survive - in a world that does not recognize and respect our sacred uniqueness?
We are producing clever survival strategies that remove, stun or deal our pain - in order to defend ourselves against external sources of our difficulties... Many of them (abused children) develop a well-attuned radar, an intuitive or psychic "scanner" - which helps them to anticipate, see through and outmaneuver threats... The intuition comes from our deeper "self" (see phylogenetic & ontogenetic unconsciousness etc. - d.48), from the spiritual resources that are beyond our ordinary faculties...
We escape the pain around us - by having our retreat to a safe harbor of the imagination, illusions, or in the transpersonal realms (the unconscious)... Injured children defend, maintain and strengthen themselves - by the temporary withdrawal from daily life... They give off guard by the fact that they separate their consciousness from the rest - so that they do not have to take note of their actual circumstances, or deal with it...
This inner sanctuary (see migration inside, daydreams, etc. - d.48) offers the child (and also adults, etc. - d.48) safety and comfort! - It reflects its unconscious attempt to provide for itself...
In this (inner) realm, it (see abused child or adult, etc. - d.48) can feel a kind of "divine" help, a mystical care supply (see substitute-mother etc. - d.48), the unconditional solace and connection, that they cannot get in their outer world. - This may even be its first mystical experience... Researchers have found that there is a mechanism by which the consciousness of the victim triggers itself from its terrible condition (see e.g. near-death experience and a consciousness floating outside the body etc. - d.48), when the pain reaches a certain point... It (the victim) suddenly changes into a state of consciousness that exists beyond the pain - It transcends the pain and often experiences an ecstatic state in the middle of chaos... (W. James)
23.01.2014 - Endangered bee diversity1 and Colony Collapse Disorder ... by dali48
dali48 and feeding weakened & dying bees in Erkrath/Germany after the year 2000 etc.
27.04.2010 - Interpretation of dali48
We have little time - for the debate as to what needs to be done. It's not just about the rescue of bees, it's about our own survival. Let us start a huge, global appeal to the EU and the U.S., so that use of these killer chemicals is prohibited, and thus both the survival of the bees and our food security is assured. Sign this urgent petition now and forward the call to all. We make sure that it reaches the decision makers: Bees are essential for life on earth. - Every year, they pollinate crops and other plants with an estimated value of 31 billion €, more than a third of the food supply in many countries. Without rapid intervention to rescue the bees could mean the end that our favorite fruits, vegetables, nuts, oils disappear from the shelves... (https: / / secure.avaaz.org / de / save_the_bees / lr)
The secret of bee death. - For several years, billions of bees are dying (even bumblebees etc. - d.48) for no apparent reason (in Erkrath/Germany, etc. - always at the same time of year (in June) since ca. 2000, etc. - d.48)… On the track of the phenomenon. - One third of the human diet depends directly on the bee today: they are the most important pollinators of plants. 2006 made the news headlines from the U.S., billions of bees have died. The U.S. government commissioned a group of scientists with the investigation of this mysterious death, which immediately got a name: Colony Collapse Disorder (CCD). - About the cause there are only guesses (it follows for me:
1 The bees etc. didn't find enough food in the environment - i.e. reserve 10% of food production for hungry wildlife - as in ancient times "10% of income" was reserved for the Church. - 2 Poisoning by pesticides, see neonics etc. - 3 They have a weakened immune system - may be by global warming etc - d.48)… Mark Daniels will follow the work of various scientists with different hypotheses, the causes of the global threat to wild bee honey and try to understand. There is also the question of how it came to radical changes in the relationship between humans and bees (see e.g. deportation of bee-colonies on trucks across the USA, in order to pollinate vast orchards. - Why don't they combine bees and orchards at the same place etc.? - d.48)… Long before the CCD became the headlines, scientists and beekeepers had to research the decline of bees and other pollinators (which is also confirmed by my observations and experiences in the last years in Erkrath/Germany – e.g. I have always feeded bees that came inside our apartment by a cotton swab dipped in honey, then put them on the cool earth of a house plant, and when they could creep out of the plant pot again, let them fly out of the window - see my diary of 25.04.2010, etc. - d.48)... (ARTE, 5 / 2010)
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dali48 3 years ago from Germany Hub Author
Thank you for your Comment - to whom it concerns: Deportation of bee-colonies on trucks across the USA, in order to pollinate vast orchards - why don't they combine bees and orchards at the same place etc? - d.48
Coolmon2009 3 years ago from Texas, USA
Here in Texas I used to see bees on a regular basis; now I almost never see them. Thanks for the information; I enjoyed reading your article.
dali48 3 years ago from Germany Hub Author
Thank you for your Comment ... May be the mobile telephony waves can be 1 factor more if you think of the size of a little bee and a person who can also be influenced by all kinds of waves (see also whales & sonar waves etc - d.48) - but after my experiences I prefer the 3 reasons (feed, pesticides and global warming etc - d.48) I mentioned in my Hub. (d.48)
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Shalini Kagal 3 years ago from India
WE used to have so many bees in our garden - now we find them dying and falling onto our terrace - I feel it's the mobile telephony waves that could be the reason - I'm not sure but whatever it is, it's sad!
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