dali48 and menaced private tuition since 1989, and writing diary3 and photographing in Erkrath till 5/2010
Interpretation of dali48
But when greed begins - the mind stops… (Rhine Post, 19.11.1998)
Unsolicited telephone contact is not permitted - according to competition laws (see permanent telemarketing calls, fictitious phone calls, bullying calls etc. - d.48)...
Just the same things that make him a “successful man” - will destroy him...
This unconscious masculinity - urges the man to the total elimination of his inner self. - His deeper answer to life is chronically self protective, suspicious and hyper-aggressive...
He destroys in order to fulfill himself and to feel safe. - Within this development, the man ends up being the loneliest creature on earth - and his “successes” are proving to be increasingly irrelevant...
He is ultimately convicted to depression and / or escape by self-destruction (see alcohol, workaholics, desire for stronger stimuli)...
The more male a man is - the more accurate it is all for him. His obsessive male eating, drinking, sleeping and working habits and his emotional reactions to that - result in destruction...
Compulsive masculinity is composed of the rigid reactions - all of which are defensive and are driven by the unconscious need, to deny fear, dependence, submission, passivity and loss of control...
This denial forces the man into a position of masculinity in the worst sense of the word - and it effects that this masculine obsession even begins to dominate the human survival instinct...
In any challenge to his manhood, the man responds automatically, and extremely rigid - to his detriment and disadvantage...
An extreme example is the young “macho men” - who risk their lives fighting for a parking space or because of an offensive remark. - Nothing else might be at stake anymore than the masculine ego...
(W. Hollstein)
The plague of the 20th Century is not only the gasoline-car such as Robert Koch noted about 100 years ago - but even worse is the constant grueling noise from cars, leaf blowers, machinery, etc., see Erkrath, 1989 – 5/2010, so I use not only at night, but am also forced to use semi-earplugs at day - in order to reduce the noise during my private tuition to an acceptable level... (dali48)
Golden Snow
“Wow ! what a post ... I work with young adults (Native) most are young men ... beautiful people moving fast into destruction ... working with these young people is amazing ... watching them open up and tell their true love in life ... the young men I work with are not the picture they show the world ... some are the most beautiful painters, poets... lovers of nature and the world ... filled with knowledge much needed to survive ... being forced into yes ... a noisy and destructive life ... where drinking... smoking and bad life style has left its mark ... drinking in Canada is at and all time high ... too much being placed on the youth at too young an age ... we are standing in a wicket world where respect is long forgotten ...”
External & Internal world and Fear & Sickness etc. by dali48
dali48 with renal failure & sepsis in hospital in Rheydt, 24.12.2011 - 12.01.2012
Interpretation of dali48
"Anarchists" are largely rejected and feared by us - since it is their stated goal of eliminating the existing order… (K. L.)
One suffers again and again without understanding it - and being able to change it in principle...
Unconscious people almost always confuse external and internal world. - They are sure that they will also be damaged or destroyed by falling into the inner abyss...
Enemies will be rejected, condemned morally, persecuted, fought, and overcome, and especially in television - are killed...
Your greatest teacher is your enemy (see e.g. illness, etc. - d.48). - This is true inside and outside...
It makes no difference whether you come closer to your own coldness - because of your cold feet or painful memories...
So one is aware of one’s own coldness and rejection, with which one has tried to protect oneself - so far above all, of what one has appeared as uncomfortable, negative or threatening...
The immune system becomes weaker - when one has little confidence in one’s own aggressive and seemingly destructive energies...
Inevitable noise became unbearable - for some people (see intentional noise during my private tuition in Erkrath, 1989 – 5/2010 – d.48)...
They try many means (e.g. ear plugs, etc. - d.48) to protect against it - and come in more and more defense, anger, helplessness and despair...
“Suffering - I unfortunately sense that you belong to me.” - In particular, one lacks of pleasant feelings and inner states...
Then you buy a new car, - in order to gain respect and prestige, to be satisfied, to feel more power, safety and security...
The normal unconscious man lives with a fraction of his energies and skills. - This creates a permanent sense of lack - which can also not be satisfied by the most beautiful external things and circumstances...
The unheard and misunderstood grief recedes...
Rigidity can thus be a longing for security...
One is affected by habits of others and their ruthlessness (see e.g. noise, waste, car exhaust, “property damage” in Erkrath, 1989 – 5/2010 etc. - d.48)... (K. Lange)
Golden Snow
"Fear I believe starts in the beginning , when first we leave the protection of our mothers womb ... leaving a warm and protected world to enter in a cold harsh one ...from day one we continue to fight for something ... yes dali48 and sickness is our greatest teacher where again we are drawn to rely on others ... again like little a child we have to pray that love is in the mix ... helpless at times to help ourselves , great post dali48 ..."
Stress at work & activities and Trouble & stomach etc. by dali48
dali48 and menaced private tuition since 1989, and writing diary3 and cycling & photographing in Erkrath etc.
Interpretation of dali48
Stress at work, with children and partners, while driving (as little as possible, etc. - d.48), shopping (as rarely as possible, see e.g. supermarket, etc. - d.48), in the TV (only selected programs, etc. - d.48), reading the newspaper (choose and skim, etc. - d.48), even more in leisure activities (stay at home, walking in the park etc. - d.48) and during your vacation (spend holidays with relatives and friends, etc. - d. 48)... (K. Lange)
Why do I play with - though I suffer and do not really want it (see e.g. habit, peer pressure or because it is done by everybody, etc. - d.48)...?
Some essential foundations of our civilization are based on - the unconscious and compulsive activities with which one tries to protect oneself from one’s own inner world...
It is incredibly produced much new (see e.g. plastic waste, etc. - d.48)...
Research, technology and economy promise - to overcome boredom and dissatisfaction, to create entertainment, satisfaction and happiness (see illusions, etc. - d.48)...
Mankind longs for peace - but at the same time is afraid of it (I’m not, etc. - d.48)...
Therefore one destroys threatening peace - by a telephone conversation, by TV or by activity. - At the same time we still wish rest...
How many events are there to be sad memories of childhood - and of the people one has lost. - Our own suffering in body and soul...
Weakness, inability, failure, laziness and disease are considered negative and must be fought and overcome...
Man learns that he must not contact with his weak, soft side. - He is all the more viable the more he gets to know the states that are negatively valued by us...
“Trouble - I feel you in the stomach”...
However, if someone is treating you in a cold, resistant, unloving and uncomprehending manner, - or is no longer to achieve through you, then you'll feel loneliness and abandonment...
You suffer from and are committed to a more fulfilling relationship - or other loving people to feel better...
You can feel the pain of such injuries - and you attempt not to be violated longer in the future...
One often builds a strong protection against intimacy and touch - for which one longs for at the same time... Did he then seal his own feelings that he could not stand? - Often, one immediately recognizes that the other above all has closed inside. - Similar negative he had to deal with other people he has seen as the cause of the unbearable...
The worst is the early loss of a familiar or loved one (see e.g. our mother, SHA 1961, etc. - d.48)...
You mostly think that most causes of your inner states would lie outside of you - So you adopt an aggressive person for example as the cause for your own inner defense...
If you fear your own aggression, you'll automatically close inward when you are touched of this topic by the outside. - Then you will not feel comfortable anymore because of our own fears and inner defense will be felt, against which you also turn back unconsciously...
This leads to the defense against other human beings - who are blamed for your own inner psychic states... (K. Lange)
Golden Snow “Stress, a word I never heard as my childhood ... but today it is up front and alive ... trouble oh yes ... loud and aggressive words, tears, family breakup, hurt and sickness ... I remind myself of laughter with my brothers and sisters ... today quite and lonely children TV taking the place of loving parents ... working parents ... drinking and drugs to keep them going .... you are right dali48 even the market ... where once a stroll and happy thoughts and conversation with friends has become a place of necessity ... is not really a safe place to be ... I see stealing... police there ... street people who need food and help themselves ... our inner defence is always on alert dail48, is causing and I quote: "I feel you in my stomach" ... life could be beautiful ...”
dali48 and writing and cycling and photographing in Wickrath since 6/2010 etc.
https://www.facebook.com/100000452958045/videos/372377540163904/
dali48 and menaced private teaching (since 1989) and writing books & cycling & photographing in Erkrath till 5/2010.
dali48 and playing chess and stopping smoking as a sports student in Tübingen in the 70s etc.
Each day is our whole life - from sunrise to sunset etc… (dali48)
21.06.2023 - I didn't see a butterfly yet in Wickrath this year ... (dali48)
I'm neither right nor left, see Salvador Dali in this context - I'm only dali48
Psychology says, Trust your intuition. It never lies.
see dali48 & FGYO / SIT, language teacher, 1975/76 in Tübingen and Lenzkirch (Black Forest), and wandering in the morning, and in Erkrath (8/1983-5/2010) cooking houseman and teaching in the afternoon, on Saturdays & compact courses during holidays etc.
see dali48 and walking and cycling etc. - and without own car in Erkrath since 2004 - and without driving in Wickrath since 6/2010 etc.
"It takes few words to express the essential" - Paul Éluard
"One’s destination is never a place, but a new way of seeing things." ... (H. Miller)
"The past is pain, the future uncertainty. The present is all we have" ... (Tao Wong)
„Wer immer die Wahrheit sagt, kann sich ein schlechtes Gedächtnis leisten.“ (F. Sulzer
)
"Everything you love will probably be lost, but in the end, love will return in another way." (F. Kafka)
see dali48 and bees and CCD and neonics since ca. 2000 etc.
In "love" are the beginning and the climax - the most beautiful periods etc... (dali48)
"Time spent with cats is never wasted." (S. Freud)
Why not use bio-methane, hydrogen, bio heating oil, e-heating oil - instead of banning oil and gas heating etc. (dali48)
"Only the present moment counts, even when the subject is the past." (R. D. Brinkmann)
"Non-sexual intimacy is therapeutic. Deep conversations, healthy silence, a unique joke from an old memory, similar interests; beautiful stuff." (@ML_Philosophy
)
see dali48 and “If the Trees disappeared off the face of the earth - mankind would only have little left to live healthy,” see e.g. Amazonas forest, Indonesia etc, see e.g. @CGShanghaiAir Shanghai - 2023-03-06 4PM - PM2.5 - 103 AQI - Unhealthy for Sensitive Groups ... etc.
see dali48 and trees & photo synthesis and fresh air and health and cooling and biodiversity etc.
Why not recreate lost Wetlands by desalinated sea water? ... (dali48)
"Half of the money for arms should go as reparation to "flora & fauna" & UBI ,,, (dali48)e money for arms
"Getting older is realizing putting yourself first isn’t selfish, it’s necessary" (@meauhlback
)
"Some people go through our lives to teach us not to be like them." ( Lev Tolstoy)
"is it ethical to hoard bread when families are starving?" (@existentialcoms
)"The goal isn’t money, the goal is to spend your days as you wish." (@ML_Philosophy
)“Give a child a good birth (if at all possible, no drugs to the mother)=1 and a good first three years, especially a good first three months, and a major part of the job of child rearing is done.” ― Arthur Janov, The Biology of Love"Be teachable. You’re not always right." (@ML_Philosophy)
"The tombstone of capitalism will later say: too much was not enough." (Volker Pispers)
see dali48 and environmental disasters & @sara_s_2020 & #Tiredearth & Manila Slum (Philippines) & Creek etc.
»Auf dem Grabstein (der Erde; d. Red.) könnte stehen: Jeder wollte das Beste – für sich.« (Siegfried Lenz)
"Smiling mobilizes 15 muscles, but sulking requires 40. Rest: smile!" (Christophe André)
"Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. And today? Today is a gift that"s why they call it the present." - (@TheWordicle)
"When you realize how precious and fragile life is, it changes your whole perspective." (Ryan O’Donnell)
"A kind word can warm up to three months of winter" - Japanese proverb
"It’s better to walk alone than with a crowd going in the wrong direction." (@wise_chimp)
"It is far better to be alone, than to be in bad company." (@PsychologyDose_)
"The truth is not always beautiful, nor beautiful words the truth." - Lao Tzu
"... We get old too soon, and wise too late." (@_AhmadHijazi)
"Nothing in the world is worth turning away from what we love" - Albert Camus
I am allowed to say NO to others and YES to myself." (@Lenka49044040)
"You can only live forwards, understand life only backwards." (Søren Kierkegaard)
"Write your life - Or they'll wait till you're dead to write the lie" ... (@spectraspeaks)
see "Remove the idea that anybody else is responsible for your misery and suffering; that somebody can give meaning to your life. Accept that you are alone, born alone (premature birth, 7 months etc. - d.48), and you will die alone" ... (Osho)
"Respect for life - should be the only religion in the world!" ... (Osho)
"Religion is a journey inside - and meditation is the way there" ... (Osho)
"Zen finds religion in the daily activities." (I-tuan)
see
see dali48 and nervous breakdown & psychotherapy (1 year) in Tübingen in 1974 and the ontogenetic & phyloggenetic unconscious etc.
see dali48 and dreaming & visions, see e.g. The 2004 Indian Ocean earthquake & tsunami etc, see Golden G. Snow "I journey I know it's true. I've seen the future too. In my "journey", things are not good. So much of the earth will be ... soon. I have no more to say."), and NDE and reincarnation and reading & writing ...
see scott_hurst retweeted by dali48 "If all the atheists left the USA, it would lose 93% of the National Academy of Sciences but less than 1% of the prison population" …
Spelt helps: fatigue, loss of energy, heart problems etc. (St Hilda)
@dali48
I found this dairy of great interest and enjoyed the journey ... it is filled with well written information that covers all age groups, from history to health both in body and mind ... the why's and where's are answered in complete ... thanks dali48 for sharing ...
Thank you for sharing. Your braveness to fight illness has inspired me to face life in a different way dali48. I love the concept of living in the moment and breathing into it. This has improved my health both in body and mind.
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see dali48 and warning of neo-fascism since 1989 in Erkrath etc. - instead of Ecology & Health etc. - Uncontrolled capitalism (without UBI & wealth tax) produces evil as bees produce honey, see Instead of €100 billion for armaments - €50 billion for #ClimateEmergency 2022 & UBI etc.
see @nur_Dagmar / ntv: "Global #militaryspending exceeds for the first time 2 TRILLION dollars" (2022) - instead of 1 trillion for #ClimateEmergency 2022 and basic income etc. (dali48)
see dali48 & "The already uninhabitable Earth. Today (3.7.23), Zabol in Iran recorded the highest temperature on Earth at 49.6C" (@PGDynes), see e.g. https://aljazeera.com/news/2023/6/30/out-of-time-temperature-records-topple-around-the-world, & #ClimateEmergency 2022 instead of enough clean air (see e.g. Shanghai Air etc.) & drinking water (see desalination of sea water since ca. 2000), enough trees & fish, #ZeroHunger, solar & wind energy since the 70s & UBI since 2008 & biodiversity & health & no inflation, heat waves, wars etc. see dali48 & Heatwaves in #Europe, see #IPCC #ClimateReport, see #ClimateEmergency 2022 (https://insideclimatenews.org/.../cold-weather-polar.../ via , cold spells, #heatwave #Pakistan & #India 62°C/143°F, #Copernicus #Sentinel3 LST, dryness, #Wildfires in US & Canada, 'gigafires' & air pollution (Australia, Amazonas (#amazon #brasilien #luigicani #bäume #natur #pflanzen #säen), California, South Europe, South America, etc), floods, hurricanes, cyclones etc. since ca. 2000, loss of home in Africa, Southeast Asia & Pacific etc. - despite Club of Rome in the 70s, Copenhagen 2009, Paris 2015, Coronavirus 2020, #EarthOvershootDay 2021, #COP26, mass extinction, ecocide (https://www.stopecocide.earth/.../ecocide-due-to-biomass...), "ethnic cleansing", factory farming & zoonoses, racing in the wrong direction, see Instead of €100 billion for armaments - €50 billion for #ClimateEmergency and basic income etc. (dali48), see https://www.boell.de/.../20/wettrennen-die-falsche-richtung, see #SaveTibetSaveThePlanet, see Indigenous Climate Action etc. - instead of clean air & drinking water, enough trees & fish, #ZeroHunger, solar & wind energy & Basic Income (see https://eusignday.eu) & biodiversity & health & cures instead of inflation and war etc. War crimes, see e.g. Ukraine etc. - and environmental crimes, see e.g. Kuwait, 50 million tires burn etc. - should be documented & punished by the UNO etc... (dali48)
see History & Genocide of Minorities & Scapegoats - instead of @UNHumanRights and Protection of #environmentdefenders & reparation for natives etc... (dali48)
Don't see swallows here in Wickrath (2018) as before at Lake Unterbach where they were deeply flying before the rain, and were nearly touching my head till 2010... (dali48)
see dali48 and Concerning Chernobyl 1986, see sohub.io/uo63, see sohub.io/st6t, and Fukushima 2011 - see http://www.mdr.de/.../video-2362_zc-b45e8c8c_zs-6da2f47c... - see Comparison of the Chernobyl and Fukushima nuclear accidentshttps://en.wikipedia.org › wiki › Comparison_of_the_C... The following table compares the nuclear accidents at the Chernobyl (1986) and Fukushima Daiichi (2011) nuclear power plants, the only INES level 7 nuclear ... Survivors of nuclear testing should get reparation by the UN etc. (dali48)