Samstag, 27. September 2014

27.09.2014 - The Snow Dance Part 44 etc... by Golden Snow

12.08.2014 - The Snow Dance Part4 etc... by Golden Snow ... http://dali48.blogspot.com/2014/08/12082014-snow-dance-part4-etc-by-golden.html?spref=tw …
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Part 44... by Golden Snow

So much depends upon the reaction of others in our times of healing ... they can make us or break us if we have not grown strong enough ... all my wounds were open and raw ... healing had not began ... I had not learned to deal with feelings and messages in relationships ... I have had to deal with all my emotions by myself ... the wreckage that was in my mind and heart were not ready for what was about to happen...

I felt Danny stiffen and move away from me ... I felt hurt and afraid again ... he was sitting on the side of the bed with his elbows on his knees and his head in his hands ... I asked him what was wrong ... there was only silence ... I asked softly again ... he turned and looked at me ... why didn't you tell me that you were with other men ... he started walking back and forth at the foot of the bed ... I became frightened to the point that I felt I would become sick ... I wanted to run but lay frozen on the bed and was unable to move or think...

Forever my wedding night would be a bed of horrid memories ... a little girl's dreams were shattering ... I had slowly given my trust in Danny ... given my body to him ... giving in to feelings that I denied to find that I could give love and receive it ... just to have it thrown back at me in hate ... our minds are victimized ... or souls are driven to a cold place ... tears fell down my cheeks. I could not stop them...

Golden Snow "This was a hard part to write dali48 ... it's a part of my life. I believe that I pulled away from the world ... like a little puppy placed in a cage so long they know nothing else ..."

 Annex2 to the blogs of dali48
dali48 in Baden-Baden 8/2010
For further reading, see Books, blogs, comments, tweets, buzz... of dali48 on Google, Books by dali48 on twitter, Facebook, Blogspot, Goodreads, StumbleUpon, Amazon, Bod.de, Pinterest, etc...
diary 3: by dali48 on twitter diary3 by dali48 on twitter 
Diary3 by dali48 on twitter is about healing in the past and the future - focused on the present. It includes the following authors: Ayya Khema, S. Hite, VE Frankl, M. Messeguer, G. Marquez, W. Golding, Dalai Lama, DTSuzuki, J. Seiffert, Thich Nhat Hanh, Buddha, Jvd Wetering, Allen Ginsberg, C. Simon, Johannes Paul1, K. Dürckheim, W. Soyinka, S. Freud, Sloterdiyk, J. Brodsky, P. Celan, A. Schweitzer, G. Groddeck, hl.Hildegard, IB Singer, T. Dethlefsen, AT Kushi...

Golden Snow “thank you dali48 for your very informative and interesting Dairy 3 - filled with so much to help us with our health and improve our ways of eating, Herbal information ... I loved learning of others lives and condition they live, writers whose words have been smothered, because truth was written ... loved every moment of reading”...

  • Golden Snow "Most interesting book I have read in many years ... the truth within the pages alone are a refreshing change ... covers so many subjects, thank you dali48"...
Tagebuch 2009: Wie ich psychisch u. physisch wie...
siehe Bod.de, etc. - Diary 2009 by dali 48 on twitter is about a 25-year-old, both psychological and even physical healing process by using natural medicine - especially herbal medicines, and also meditation exercises from Zen Buddhism. Inspiring to further reading are also excerpts from speeches of Nobel laureates in literature from 2009 to currently back 1959, etc... 

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's review
Jan 29, 14
Read in September, 2013
"a book filled with important information to guide one through life in health both body and mind ... also to learn history as it has taken place ... five stars from me ... Thanks dali48"... 


Tagebuch 2008
Tagebuch 2008 von dali48, siehe Google, Amazon: https://www.amazon.com/author/dali48

Diary 2008 of dali48 contains many valuable tips of the alternative medicine and phytotherapy. The introduction to Zen Buddhism is also good for laymen to understand. Inspiring and stimulating to further reading are the excerpts of speeches of Nobel Laureates in Literature - starting with Le Clézio (2008), back to Beckett, Boell, Kawabata, Solzhenitsyn, etc... Tags: Ayya Khema, Valerian, Comfrey, Nettle, Buddha, Buddhism, Clézio Covitz Dukkha parents emotions inflammation, earth, cold, food, fennel, woman, joy, peace, feel, danger, feeling, Spirit, Health, gout, happiness, "God", skin heart, helps, cough, immune, St John's, Chamomile, Kawabata, Ayya Khema, children, headache, body, disease, cancer, life, suffering, love, life, dandelion, People, migraine, natural, nerve, Nobel, rheumatoid, patients, parsley, sage, shadow, yarrow, sleep, insomnia, pain, soul, September 2008, Smullyan, Solzhenitsyn, plantain, stress, Centaury, Thich Nhat Hanh, thyme, subconsciously, mourning, past, losses, juniper, water, hawthorn, world, work, world, sugar, etc...
 
Facebook of Golden Snow https://www.facebook.com/golden.snow.3

Golden Snow Enjoying your many post on health dali48 ... it means a lot in my life to have sites and blogs to follow and gain better health ... I have been fighting a Chemical war inside my body for 29 years and found relief in so many of your posts ... my health has improved to the point I can do my own shopping at the market ... I love the fact that your Diaries contains a mixture of great information for the readers ... so well chosen ... well thought out to help everyone” ...


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